He looked at me in absolute
bewilderment. I was breaking every rule
in the kidnapping manual.
“Okay,
tell me where to drop you off.”
Without
hesitation, I responded, “6721 Golf Road.”
Never in my life had I wanted so badly to go to the place I so badly
wanted to get away from forever. Again,
a look of astonishment blazed across his face followed by a look that said, “come
on now, who do you think is in charge here?” On the other hand, maybe it was a look of
fear in realizing that he had come across someone crazier than he was.
“Right here. You can drop me right here.” He stopped the car and told me to get
out. He also told me not to tell anyone. Right, as if my mother wouldn’t question the
fact that her treasured Cadillac was missing.
He again asked directions to Milwaukee.
Really? I robotically pointed the direction. What do you say to a kidnapper who has
altered his plans twice now to accommodate your requests and is now setting you
free? Thank you? At that moment, I realized I had been sitting
right next to him, shoulders touching shoulders, like a teenaged couple on
their first date. It repulsed me and I
felt the sweet and sour taste of bile rising in the back of my throat. I slowly slid to the passenger door, quietly
opening it, and backed out, eyes on the knife still glimmering in his clenched
and now sweaty right hand. I closed the
door and watched the gold Caddy until it became a glint on the horizon and then
it was gone.
I
collapsed onto the cold, concrete sidewalk.
I
am sure I was a sight to see. I was drenched
in sweat as I walked up the driveway to the house and rang the doorbell. I crumpled in front of the door.
“My
car was stolen. I need to call my
house.”
I
stood in a kitchen that looked oddly like my boyfriend’s kitchen and dialed
home. Strangely, calling the police had
never entered my mind. The homeowners
cautiously stood nearby as I listened to the ringing.
“Hello,”
my little brother answered.
“Put
Ma on the phone.”
“Why?”
I said
again, “Get Ma on the phone. Now!”
He
hung up on me. Shit! I sheepishly smiled at
the people now staring at me in disbelief and redialed the house. My brother answered again.
“What!”
I
said in a maniacal whisper, “If you don’t get Ma on the phone right now I will
tear your lungs out of your chest through your mouth.” He screamed, “Ma! Phone,” and put the
receiver down. So I waited…and waited…
till she picked.
“Where
the hell are you? Where is my car?”
I couldn’t think straight. What was her concern?
“It
was stolen.”
“What? How?”
“A
man kidnapped me and took the car to Milwaukee.”
“Why
did you let him take the car?”
“Can
you please come and get me?”
My
Dad wasn’t available. He had been
helping a friend whose dry cleaner business had just had a fire the night
before. He had the only other car, a
1967 Rambler station wagon, filled to the brim with scaffolding, wallpaper
paste, brushes, and empty Tab bottles with mold growing in the bourbon and cola
residue that fell back out of Dad’s mouth when he took his quick swigs before
entering the house.
“You
can cut the tension in this house with a knife,” he once said when pushed for a
reason as to why he disappeared for a few days, leaving the rest of us home to
deal with Ma. His car was the old beater
to Ma’s new Caddy. Her desire for finery in all things was just one of her
abnormalities. No one in her own family was
like her in this way. She was raised by
Greek immigrants in a very modest Hyde Park bungalow. Her father was a shoemaker, her mother a
housewife. The Great Depression brought
with it prudence in finances, and like other immigrant families of the time,
they managed to save a comfortable nest egg.
They owned their home, a small business, and my mother wanted it. All of it.
Money became her best friend in life.
Her parents foolishly entrusted her with their finances. The one person she loved or tried to love and
who actually loved her in return was her mother. After she died, Ma became harder and more
determined to possess things, fancy cars, homes, and money in bank accounts. She placed her father in a putrid, derelict
nursing home, telling her horrified sisters and brother that their father’s
money was running out and there was not enough to place him in a more suitable
facility. After he died, and the family
got together to divvy up their inheritance, Ma told them there was none, it had
been used to care for their father. She
then drove up to the next family function in her first shiny new Cadillac and
brand new mink.
The
police came with Ma to pick me up and drove us to the station to report the
crime. She sat in the waiting room. I was 18 years old and did not require
parental guidance anymore. Funny, I
didn’t recall any guidance given to me in my 17 years prior to this evening.
After
returning home very late that evening, I sat down at the dinner table to
discuss my adventure with the family. I
was hungry and tired but there was no food prepared for me. Instead, a barrage of questions and
suggestions was waiting on the lips of five very excited people.
“You
dummy, there was a bat in the front seat!
Why didn’t you use it on him?”
“Yeah,”
Ma countered, “why didn’t you? Why did
you let him take my car?”
Well, my caring, loving family, did I
neglect to remind you that he was holding a knife on me, was my first
thought to the shower of comments blasting forth simultaneously. I was exhausted but needed to put forth a
strong front or they would tear me to pieces and I would hear about my failure
to save Ma’s car for the rest of my life.
Wit and sarcasm were the only skills honed to a fine edge as this
family’s survival method. The discussion
or exposure of fear and pain were not allowed.
“He
had a knife. He threatened to hurt me. He wanted to rape me. He planned to take me with him to
Milwaukee. But I was able to get
away.”
“
Well, I wouldn’t have let that happen!”
“
Yeah, you need to be more careful.”
“
Why did you let him into the car? Now we
only have one car. How will I get to
work?” Ma had a one-track mind and
wasn’t about to let me off the hook.
This was huge. Her prized
possession was missing. She was mad at either
the disco assailant or me. Probably
me. My thoughts drifted through the
cacophony onto the fact that my punishment for failing that day was going to be
no car privileges for a long time. Work, school and other outings were going to
require transportation creativity. A
long sigh fell out of my mouth and surprised me by the length of it. I must have been holding my breath until that
very moment.
A
couple of days later, they found my abductor.
It appears he took a wrong turn to Milwaukee and ended up in Rockford,
Illinois. He had spent the $7 he took
from me; it appears he decided to rob a bank.
He went in, wrote a note to the girl behind the sliding glass window,
told her to hand over all her cash or else.
She told him the dentist didn’t keep cash in the office, that he was
looking for the bank next door, showed him the way out and called the police.
They tracked him down using a police helicopter and several squad cars. I actually felt very stupid considering the
intellect of this man. And, my family
reminded me of this fact, the new family joke.
I
went in to identify him at the station and the police asked me again what
weapons he had on him when he abducted me.
“It looked like a seven inch blade, why?”
“Oh,
nothing…”
What kind of a retort was
this? Their secrecy brought me right
back into the front seat of the Cadillac.
“What
do you mean nothing?”
They continued their covert probing.
“Is that all you saw? He didn’t show you anything else?”
By this time, I was so tired of
this clandestine behavior and evasiveness.
“No,
would you like to tell me something?”
There was a long pause………
“He
had a large butcher knife on him.”
“Oh.”
My assailant’s sentence didn’t
include any time for the abduction. He hadn’t
held me long enough. They only booked
him for grand theft auto and jumping parole.
He trashed the gold Caddy with
champagne leather interior. Man, was Ma
pissed.
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